
Where could I go to get away from your spirit? Where could I go to escape your presence? If I went up to heaven, you would be there. If I went down to the grave,[a] you would be there too! If I could fly on the wings of dawn, stopping to rest only on the far side of the ocean—even there your hand would guide me; even there your strong hand would hold me tight. Psalm 139:7-10 CEB
On Monday we got up early to see Hannah off as she left for Illinois to start her internship. There has been a lot of concern and planning for this trip over the past 10 weeks. How do you safely move across the country in the time of COVID when numbers in almost every state are spiking?
The surprise blessing for us came through my sister being sick with COVID in November. Stephanie lives about 7 hours from where Hannah will be and is still in the “window of immunity” where she is not likely to get re-infected. Because Stephanie is considered immune she offered to fly out and drive back with Hannah so she would have an extra person for the long ride and could do all the interacting at hotels offering an extra barrier against exposure. Having Stephanie make the trip relieved stress from Hannah who worried that she would be putting us at risk if we traveled with her. Although she is capable of making the drive on her own, she felt more comfortable making the trip with another person while driving through weather she isn’t accustomed to. It was also a gift because Stephanie and I haven’t seen each other in over a year. We only had 8 hours…outside on our porch, with our masks on, and from a distance…but we got to sit in the same space, we got to laugh, reflect on the loss, fear and blessings of the past year and share what we hope we keep as we move forward. It felt as if God had been guiding this trip planning!
Throughout this journey I have found comfort in the lyrics of Stephen Fischbacher’s Song, God Beside. God has been behind Hannah her whole life. God has been beside Scott and I through the disappointment of not being able to make this trip with her and help her set up her new apartment. God is a passenger beside Hannah and Stephanie in the car. They have already experienced a lot of excitement with the snow and ice they are driving through and I love hearing the laughter and the reports of how they are supporting each other. I know that God will be there ahead of them when Hannah is dropped off on her own in a new place, learning new skills and handling very difficult situations beside families dealing with life changing experiences. As Stephen says….“In the sunshine and in the rain, in the laughter and in the pain, God behind, God beside, God ahead.” Stephen goes on to remind us of God’s presence in our lives singing…“God is with us in the morning, with us in the day, with us in the evening…always, always, always, always.”
Moving into this new year, may we find comfort in knowing God is behind us, beside us and ahead of us.
Loving God…thank you for surrounding us with your guidance, love and care as we head into a New Year. We give thanks for Stephen and his song that reminds us that you are with us always, always, always! Amen.
Leyla